cleanroom preparation today. it is cool. the air is fresher than anywhere else. i think that's the cleanest room in the whole school. hahaha!!! thats why its called a cleanroom. its clean.
i should start studying while waiting for my team's turn to go into that cleanroom....
missing jay now...
today scanning...haiz...the guys were late again. shaheed was suppose to come at 745 to meet me and then go to the lab to scan. but, he came late. so, to not waste any time and all that...i did the scan. he continued half of it cos, he came while i was doing it half-way...
Izzat was late. very late. he said he got family problem. thats why he was late. he even said, "you don't know what going on with my family rite? i dont want to explain also." it's as if he is saying "u dont know what's going on, so, you dont anyhow scold people." Chinggu said he is using his family as an excuse and reason for being late. I dunno....i guess you can be late sometimes, but cannot everytime late. its kindda not fair for other people to keep waiting for you to come. Other people also got their things to do. it is true that we all dunno what is going on with his family, but this is school matter, not family matter. you should be able to differentiate it and face it differently. If ur family matters are overlapping int oschool stuffs, you should know ur priorities. but, different people have different priorities, so, can't say much about that.
i think he is a little bit messed up and kindda not sure of what he should do now and what he should do later. i know that he is angry that we are angry at him and that...he thinks that he doesnt really deserve to be angry at or scolded but....he has been doing it again and again. and when we are not around, which is like a few more days only, then, its up to the guys already to finish everything up. And if they keep going there late, i scared they cannot get what we want because they were too late. I have experienced being late and its consequences and it suck. i dont want them to face the same thing too. its kindda painful.
I told chinggu about him giving attitude everytime someone were to scold him. she said,"then how? you still want me to scold him?" I dont know what to say. When he came over, thats what we got, attitude. I guess he still have not realise what he did wrong? molla.....
i just wanna know
if you feel the same...where you at where you at..
taeyang~~~i am here....parli nahwa...파리 나와
치금 alone...
10/27/2009 01:46:00 PM
yeay....my laptop finally has colour. its pink and blue. Both babies too! hahaha!! what does it contain? korean characters, roman characters and cute pictures! hahaha!! yeay~~ this is from the trip that me and jobelle go to which was just to junction 8. hahah!! the shop is comics connection. not only that! I bought Big Bang file!! so sexy.... thank u jobelle!! if u didnt find it, i won't have bought it. thank u!!!! hehe!! so so so sexy...pictures of it will be up soon! muakx to you and my file. hehehe!!!
10/25/2009 12:28:00 AM
finally it is friday and it is the weekend~~
things left to be done ASAP!:
- meeting minutes
- scanning sessions
- report
- lose weight!
haha!!! omgosh.....i really wonder how i am going to face the world after this. after poly.
Mom said, after discussing, to work first. work for about 1 year. then after that, start schooling again but part time. MDIS or somewhere...OHTOKAE...
and now, because of my sister, I am feeling very sleepy. She anyhow wake people up at 3:30AM just to ask for my password to my laptop. den still say my laptop too troublesome. In the first place why u want to use it if its so troublesome. its bad enough that u woke me up at 3:30 am when I just fell asleep, its even worst that u criticize people's stuffs. idiot. next time don't use. i wont let u use. go find other ways to go to ur facebook. X( then, after that still want to piss other people also. she pissed my brother off so much that he wanted to go jogging at 11PM just to cool off. how evil is that? people with no heart don't deserve to be treated nicely. *bash her head with a guitar repeatedly* not even greatful that people let u use their stuffs. sumore, people help u already, u still want to nag nag nag like some grandma. idiot leh you!!! ggrrr!!! my weekend is fired up because of u leh!!! i bbq u alive den u know. grrrr!!
she and that man is so same lor. eerkk...aish. so same and they don't even know it. irritating people.
in other news, i got new earrings. heheh. from youja chinggu. purple flower with green leaves. hehe yepoh. kamsa! we should go coffee bean to eat their brownies. its really nice. hehe
10/24/2009 12:04:00 AM
Some people just can't resist hitting the table as hard as they can, like to show frustration. Every time pom here, pom there. Can do things without any pom pom? Very loud some more. Can or not? Favour? Ok? If frustrated about the problem statement or something....relax and go find out. don't pom here pom there. irritating leh!
I am feeling really lousy right now. I feel very frustrated. I can't even talk to anyone normally. Even to those normal people that I talk to. I feel really, really angry for some reason that I am not quite sure of. I can't even talk to Jobelle like normal. The pom pom thing is a small thing. It can't be because of that, I am very angry? Usually this kind of thing will pass by...but something is lingering around me that makes me really, really angry.
-.- idiot lah this thing.
10/20/2009 12:23:00 PM
missing you loads...i want to see more of you.....
seriously...haiz......
i think if i have ur photo, i will keep looking at it and only at it. look at only you....hahaha!!!
ohtokae? is this love? lols....NO! HAHAHAHA
missing you.... 
10/14/2009 04:44:00 PM
is it the end? or just a normal weekend?
haiz...UT3 ended today and so is my modules that I have to take for a diploma. all modules except G302, is done....but is it really over?
is all the stress over? is it over yet? haiz...
I am feeling really tired.
up coming schedule...
- pharmaceutical compounding module --> lab thing
- attachment to Alexandra Hospital till February
- university?
T.T i am scared. I AM SCARED!!!!!!!!! FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I AM SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have never been so scared before....I am really, really, really scared.
wahhhhhh ohtokae.....
10/10/2009 12:23:00 AM
seriously, i am wondering and worrying all at the same time.
Wondering: about what kind of questions will be in the UT tmr
Worrying: will I be able to answer it correctly or not tmr
haiz.....why must be so hard????
anyway, saw a hot guy in the lift. we took the same lift. In the lift: Me, Jobelle, that Guy....
hahaha!! he was tall, built, chinese, Tanned! hahaha!! not bad looking tooo. he got a diced like necklace. haha!!! those long long kind. Not like ladies necklace though. he is the first guy i see, in singapore to wear accessories like necklace like that! to school or to anywhere. I only see it on TV but never real life. Nice necklace though. hahah!!
jobelle didnt even wanna look at him. shy? maybe but ...yeah...
he was ok. he was looking at the floor the whole time...oh well..haha!! too bad for me i guess.
just finished looking through the 6Ps and making notes. Extra notes. This time is from problem 1 to 13. 14 and 15 not yet. dont think will be doing it though. hahahaha!!
I really hope i can make it out tmr alive. worrying and wondering...
now its 1:11am. ahhahahaha!! triple 1. cool. luckily there's no triple 9 or even worst, triple 6. hahah!!!!
oh and adeline, I cannot sing lah...i think u heard someone else sang. hahah!!! my voice sucks when i try to sing. ahahaah!!! but thanks for the compliment. didn't realise my voice came out. it creeped out of my throat. hahaha!!
ok....outs time! *switch off lights*
10/09/2009 01:05:00 AM
